I haven't seen S in 5 weeks. We're both swamped. My birthday is coming up, so I asked for a birthday spanking for the next time I see him. I think he has other plans for my birthday though. But honestly, all I want is a spanking from him and to serve him.
5 weeks have gone by and it's honestly been rough for me at times. I let him know every so often and he does try to ease me. This past week, he asked when I was free and after I responded, he didn't get back to me. 3 days ago, I sent him an email with some feelings and thoughts. I didn't blog about the one night we had about 2 months ago. I don't know if I ever will. But it was a seriously limit pushing night. And up until the other day, I wasn't over it. But with some self-realization and a lot of thought put into it, I'm finally okay. I let him know along with a couple other petulant thoughts I had. His responded to everything I wrote out, which is unlike him. He's more of a talker in person than in writing, unlike me. He, then, ended it with "You are a great sub. Relax." Which puts my mind completely at easy.
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