Clothespin Paradise.

After a scrumptious scene with yummy sex and a break, we moved into another scene.

He's hard again, and I almost don't understand how because the break we took was merely 15 minutes.

"Turn around, lay on your back, and have you're head hang off the side of the bed."

I listen to what he says, and slowly he begins to put his cock into my mouth.  I feel him down my throat and I start to tense up.  I can't breathe and I can't help but try to get up to catch my breath.  It happens a couple times and he stops and lets me catch my breath.

"Get back into position, but put you're hands on the floor"

I do as he says and he replies with "Perfect."

He grabs his flogger and starts lightly flogging my breasts.  It starts getting harder and harder and I start squirming.

I thank him for flogging me and he stops.

He walks to his dresser and comes back.  I see that he has clothespins in his hand and immediately I know what he's going to do.

I cry out "Noooo." and he laughs.

He places them on my nipples and he starts flogging my breasts with them on.

"You can scream all you want, but stop moving."

It hurts and I start screaming and beg him to stop.  He snaps the clothespins off my nipple and it hurts so bad.  Both of them fall to the floor and I sigh in relief.  Then I see him pick one up and search for the other.  He finds it and grabs two more.  He puts them back on my nipples and his hand comes down to my clit and puts one there.

"UGHHHHH." I moan out, it hurts.

"Which one hurts more?"

"My nipples, sir."

He continues with the flogging and I scream out, increasingly getting wet from the clothespin on my clit.  The unbearable pain on my nipples, I can't stand but the pain on my clit is dangerously delicious.  I soak it up while also wanting it to stop.

He takes the clothespins on my nipples and has me kneel on the floor with one still on my clit.  I scramble to get up and do as he says.  As I kneel, he tells me to stick my tongue out.  I do and he places a clothespin on my tongue.

"Spread your knees."

I obey and he starts to very gently flog me between my legs.  And once again, I moan out in pain and incoherently thank him for flogging me.  After a short while, his flogging isn't as gentle as before and he has me begging to stop the pain.

He stops and puts the flogger down and goes to take the clothespin on my clit.  I scream out in pain from the blood rushing back.  He finishes by taking off the clothespin on my tongue.

New World

Writing has always been one of the things that ground me when I'm in need of processing events in my life. And this is a big happening. Not to mention the fact that I've disclosed the nature of this relationship to my best friend, which by far has been one of the hardest things I've done in a very long time.  It's a whole new world to me.

If you would've told me even a couple months ago this is where I'd be with this thing I do, I would've told you to get out of here.  It all started out with spankings and now it's moved onto a totally different realm. I'm a  submissive to a dominant right now.  I didn't think a day would come where I would actually be in this position, but here I am.

I was going to try to blog all of my sessions, but it has been proven difficult.  Not to mention the fact that I don't want to put out every single moment we have together.  With him, I have gone places I have never gone before.  I don't know if this is now an inherent part of me, but he has opened a door that I will not be able to close any time soon.  I guess I'll figure it out as I go.