I've been away, I took my boards and passed. And I'm onto finding a job, which has proved to be very difficult. =/ Anyway, because of my boards, some volunteering, and a short vacation, I've been away for most of August. This is not the why I am confused, it's just a mere explanation of where I've been for a month.
What does have me confused is the message I got on Tuesday morning from B. I was away on vacation with a few of my closest friends and it was around 12pm when I checked my messages, and there it was and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I'm confused because about a month ago when I was on that hiatus, was the last time I did talk to B and we left it at being super busy and him seeing someone. But the second I saw the message I knew that it was him but I wasn't sure if he knew that it was me. I responded and it's been back and forth since. At first I wasn't sure if he knew that it was me. He now knows that I know it is him and he knows that it is me. But there were a lot of reindeer games figuring it out. (And I still have no idea if he knew it was me in the beginning.) And I have no idea where it's going from here. We left it at friends way before, but the initial message from Tuesday morning, has got me confused. I don't want to delve into it though. But I can tell you, I'm thoroughly confused and nerve-wracked.
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