So Busy

I haven't been busy, but S has been.  He texted me earlier this week and said he felt bad. I told him that it wasn't a big deal because it wasn't.  But right now I miss serving and I'm feeling so stupid.  My mind is going through millions of reasons he doesn't want to see me, which in reality I know that he really is just busy. I need to get over it, but it's hard.