I'm going through some rough times. Nothing insane, just a lot of internal, personal things. It doesn't help that I feel like I don't have much support as I try to work through all of it. I want to laugh and smile. And this is why I love my dominant. I asked for our next thing to be something fun, something that will have me laugh and smile. And in his fashion, his response was "sure. :)" No other questions, exactly what I needed. I'm sure he'll push it out of me.
As things get personal with our relationship, it gets harder and harder for me to write about them. Which is why I haven't been writing as much. As intense as it was in the beginning, it's just the same now if not more. But I am more invested. I feel like I have more to lose.
